Monday, October 15, 2007

of Motivation and tragedies

The secrets to motivating oneself to actually get stuff done is the one that shall truly evade you till it hits... it isnt even a grail worth searching for - truly - however antithetical that sounds, because the ends is literally the means in this case.
After a bunch of such (see up) obfuscating BS i have often passed off as venting on this blog, I suddenly wake up and realize that such egoistic catharsis is probably what keeps people from reading my voicings....
very similar indeed to why i refuse to accept tragedies (horror, thriller, drama - real life) whatevr cover they are sold under. As most people who have had the unfortunate opportunity of actually hearing first hand my choicest opinions already probably know, i am totally opposed to spending any of my money and even more importantly my spare time watching/reading something that is most likely gonna dampen my spirits. I fail to appreciate the so called human aspect of suffering if I dont see no redemption of faith by the end - i dont see why i should drudge through poise and spirit only to see it crushed and then "appreciate" the creator' artistic vision!!!
PEOPLE ... WAKE UP - the only reason we seek solace in the movies and the books is because there is enough "....." going on in real life that you want to get your mind off of. You dont go to see more of the same.. and feel happy atleast its not you... I probably am only delighted that it ends in a couple of hours and i can go back to my own personal stuff.
So.... gimme THE ROCK in a TUTU anyday.... (Govinda in yellow suit over a purple shirt ala the MASK came a close second)